He said, “A girl like you shouldn’t be eating alone.”
“That’s sweet, but I chose this.”
I then went on to tell him that I did feel support from my journal, my book, my computer, my phone, my inner self….
And I love being a woman that dates herself, first.
I started to take his words literally for a moment, my mind making meaning out of a gesture of programming of whats right in the society we live.
“Maybe there is something wrong with me… not having a girlfriend or a lover to be out with tonight.”
But as the conversation progressed and as I basically joined their dinner table in talk, it all became clear.
Again, I chose this.
I chose this life of intimacy with myself first.
And deeper, I am never alone.
Connected indefinitely to myself, my guides, and the spirit and soul all around.
A feeling of travel – writing in my journal, enjoying a meal out with myself.
This is the life I created. Free. Open. Feminine. Fun. With Self.
New awareness and perception on life, just by being alone and in an open space to exchange with what’s around.
This is home.
And I cannot wait for what is to come from here.